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Tonight will be another night I would cry myself to sleep, he'll never know.

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Today was the same. Church, dinner and goodbyes. Through it all, I wanted to cry so bad, hugged him so tight and never let go. But I knew better not to. Because that would prepare myself for the biggest fall. And so I saw him to his bus, said the usual goodbyes and walked away.. a big tear which I've been forcing inside the whole while, finally trickled down my face.

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If only you would want to spend another minute with me, to enjoy the lonely sky together.