bpeak...

i'm trying to hold myself together
while this love is tearing me apart
bit by bit it slowly fades away
like the shattered pieces of my heart
now my life has gone away
leaving me curling up in the dark
and then all my fears come alive
when i can't erase you off my mind
the endless tinge of sadness
the constant spell of loneliness
i can't do much on my side
when your heart is no longer on this ride
if it suddenly stops
it means you're gone
and at the end i'll find
your love for me was blind
cuz i'll always be to you
a stupid selfish fool
for a year your undeserving love
was my every reason to live
but now i'm nothing but a selfless being
i can never face this world again
when this is how you look at me
the sky is forever grey
i don't know how i can face another day


this little words may mean nothing today
but one day you'll know what i say..

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This is for the only one I love, the one who loved me enough to go through this one year of pain because of my selfish acts. I'm really sorry for never once being able to make you happy.

Happy one year (: